I am obsessed with the 20’s-50’s and British war time history. But over the next few days, things start to click a bit. I feel wiped out, but I also feel a sense of sadness as I leave the session, and I still can’t get over being white - that felt so alien to me. It gives me plenty to think about afterwards. And there is something about that seems so real, and so sad.įiongal guides me through that experience and then very slowly back to the present day - the whole process takes an hour and a half. It feels like my soul never really leaves it, like there’s no future past it. I’m pretty sure that I passed away at that age, from some kind of childhood illness of the time, in that room. Fiongal asks if I can see anything else and I feel a rush of sadness.
Nothing else comes up, and it just feels like the story ends - as if there’s no more memories. I can see myself looking about six years old, still in that room, with the same solitude. He guides me to explore the connection of these two scenarios and I work out that I was an evacuated child - though I can’t tell which war or time period we’re in exactly.Īs we go back to the seaside situation, I get a deep sense this story doesn’t go any further. Fiongam guides me towards anything else I can see, and I get flashbacks of a different much bigger house in a city which has a warmer environment with siblings. There are no more images or memories around the house or the area. I get an overwhelming sense of sadness in this room, I’m in it a lot actually, just reading or looking out of the window. I see my bedroom, which has a single wooden bed in it and the walls are a dark salmon colour and it’s quite bare. I feel like a burden to this man and I definitely don’t feel any love. We live around the corner in a small, bare house.
He’s a caretaker, but I don’t feel any emotional connection to him. He moves me past my current block, and we explore my relationship to that man in the deckchair. I get stuck on that actually - being it’s so, so weird to me - but Fiongal tells me afterwards that people are often a different race in past lives and find it bemusing. The weirdest part? I keep looking at myself and realising that I’m white. I’m small, I’d say about four and I’ve got a retro bowl-ish haircut and patent shiny black shoes. Next Fiongal asks me to look down at myself - and it gets weirder. You can come away from the session with a much broader concept of who you are, and perhaps explain the source of some of your issues in this lifetime, such as phobias, addictive traits and compulsive behaviours.” But Fiongal cautions: “It’s not simply a trip down memory lane, but it can be a tool for insight as to where the causes of certain traits or ways of thinking stem from. There are insights and understandings to be found in these differences.” I feel a bit calmer about it, and less like I’ll be accessing something I can’t control. For instance, one client might picture themselves as a father of six who works on a farm, whereas another person brings forward a young lady of a rich family.
Even if it simply imagined or ideas from the subconscious it still has meaning. Fiongal reassures me: “I always say it doesn’t matter too much where the memories are coming from, but rather the content. My biggest question is how do we know what we’re seeing is true? What if I’m just seeing what I watched on Netflix last night? And I watch a LOT of Netflix. There’s ‘inherited memory’ which comes from our ancestors (“in particular through the mother,” says Fiongal.) ‘Cryptomnesia’ is when you can pick up on collective thought-forms, for example from other people’s memories, ‘parallel lives’ is when we pull through a life from alternative universe and imagination, which is simply accessing the subconscious.īut I’ve got a dose of side eye too.
‘Past life memory’ is where your soul takes on a new physical form (ie.you) but it carries memories of its former reincarnation. I like the sound of that, it takes the fright factor out of it a bit (I do have some trepidation about what I could unleash - what if I was like, Satan, in another life?) as does its spiritual usage: “Past lives can be found in most Eastern religions, Buddhism, Hinduism, Sikhism and Jainism, and they come in different forms,” he explains. I never convince people of their past-lives, in a spiritual form or otherwise, it’s more of an exploration to represent the power of the subconscious mind,” he explains. So what is it? “Past life regression is a gentle healing technique that takes you on a hypnotic journey, safely into a past life time. He mentions in passing he’s a past life regression practitioner (among a host of other things) and within a few weeks I’m booked in, sitting in a chair, about to undertake something that pushes even pushes my boundaries. It’s kismet too I happen to meet Fiongal Greenlaw aka The Wellness Foundry when I’m taking an excellent tarot class he’s teaching.
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